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hellooo. december holidays now. haha. update! FAM 06. LOL. im glad thts over! walking in high heels stresses me out. concentrate so hard on trying not to wobble and fall. and im scared of eyeliner. it might poke ure eye out. Radiated '06. lol an experience. okayy so the band kinda sucked. but NEVERMIND! it was fun. haha. and scaryy. falling. more thn this world. never done. my redeemer lives. now that ure near. everyday. faraway. dare you to move. plus one very long testimonial delivered by justin. in extremely broken english. hahahaha. i dont care the next gig confirm better oneee! Worked at mum's and dad's office. with charmaine shawn babu. lol. the only thing i looked forward too was lunch everydayy. hahahahahaha yay. christmas coming. plus im gg japan. hahaha. know you'll miss meee!

haha. dad found out abt this foundation course thing in melbourne. basically a one year course that grants you entry into melbourne university, instead of a lvls. haha. dad wants me to go. he wants both me and bert to go cos bert's gna die if he stays here. going by the L1R5 thingo for o lvls, he got like. 45 points. haha. and going over saves a year for me, as well as eliminating the need to do a lvls. haha. nt sure yett. haha.

hello. world cup finals. aha. tonight. must watch must watch! im supporting italy! haha.

ibdp? haha. no matter the decision its still mine and its nt cos of anyone or anything else. it will be a decision that will benefit me and really not because of anything else. hahahaha. so charmaine, to go or nt to go? hahaha. june hols are like coming to an end. and once again i've seriously fallen short of what i meant to do. hahaha. didnt mug chem, didnt read chinese papers, didnt prac physics as much as i'd like. mostly math. rarrrrrrrrr. ahahaha. okayy. heck. term 3 is gna die. i just know it. great. haha

i miss it. i miss fighting so hard. playing so hard. physically tired. but mentally not giving up. and ending the match. knowing u've done ure best. and so has everyone else. its over for us. and i really really miss it. looking back i guess playing bball in rgs has rlly opened my eyes and taught me many many things. all the ups and downs. all the laughter and the tears. in a sense these 4 yrs have been like a journey. starting in sec 1. and ending now. remembering all the pt sessions after trng. the way we cried after pt. trng with mjr. running shangri-la. FIVE ROUNDS. cos we didnt keep the balls?! lol. looking back den it seems kinda long ago. haha. i miss it. sec 2 was probably the most memorable year. haha. we played so hard. i rmbr training so hard. haha. and it did pay off. haha. we came in national champs. lol. rmbr? that was the time i felt sooo proud of the famous rg fighting spirit. lol. i miss that too. and sec3. haha. sec 3 was fun. b div is different. took us quite some time to get used to it. but it was still great fun. haha. esp the kl trip. sunway lagoon. lol. tt stupid animal concentration game. haha. i miss it too. so whn bball season of sec4 has come to an end now, i wna just say. thnkyou for all the effort. thnkyou for all the fun, the laughter, the tears. thnkyou for all the screaming on court. thnkyou for all the team work. and thnkyou for all the memories. thnkyou for everything. i will miss it. fight for no regrets. the only regret i have. is that it came and went too fast.

hellooo. looklook! im blogging. RARR. school SUCKS. its nuts larh. there's NOT supposed to be homework over the hols. haha. like 2 tests and 3 pts are NOT homework. nooooo. they're not. rarrrr. and somebody's GOOOD MORNING GIRLS is really DRIVING ME NUTS. sufferer of cri du chat syndrome! GOOOOOOOD MORNING. spoils the WHOLE morning once she says that. lol. school SUCKS. haha. gna chiong ss pt now. haha. GOOOOOD BYEEEE! hahahahah.

hello! im blogging from taipei.. haha. my bros are BUGGING me. BUGGERS. im bored. haha. 5hrs to wait for the connecting flight to vancouver. haha. bleagh. boredboredbored. haha. rmbr to miss me~ haha.

INFUSED 2005. man. church camp really rocked i dno how many lives were changed and touched by the hand of god. i know mine was. wow. in each service the presence of god was so powerful and so intense, ppl were just crying and kneeling and praising god with all their hearts. wow. i never knew how intense god's love for us could be. god rlly spoke to me about a lot of things now. so many things. i realized that i have so many things to be thankful of. important decisions to be made and important roles to take up. god's gna carry us through. he's also delivered me from things that have been really bugging me for a long long time. so long i didnt think i would ever be free of it. haha. i forgot. when god's with you, no one can ever be against you. the camp really made me grow in god, to simply marvel and love him. lord i wanna know u more. deep within my soul i wanna know you....its a feeling that no words can describe really. we have an impt decision to carry out now. must be strong cos we know we're doing what god wants us to do. sometimes what god wants us to do might be the hardest thing of all. but he has a plan for each and every life, and god works in funny ways that we'll never begin to understand. cos we cant see the big picture when we're living in it. i will continue to have faith cos i KNOW that with god's grace everything will be alright in the end. cheers. we're god's army.

december hols. slacking like crap. leaving for kl on the 24th. coming back 27th. cant wait. gna be so bloody fun. everyone's just gna have to miss me huh. haha. im BORED. playing gunz now. lvl 9. pro huh. lol. christmas coming soon. needa start saving up for christmas presents. haha. had friendly on sat. vs sas. got lost on the way there. like HAHA. who's fault? LOL. anyway. i forgot the score. rocks.

lol. cellie hasnt blogged in damn damn damn long. decided to revive my blog. haha. only prob is. lost the skill of blogging. haha. dunno wad to blog abt. im like a model blogger for self-censorship. wheee. im bored. wanna play bball. haha. life's okay at the moment. rs is MOVING at least. and school? lol. cellie's surviving i think? haha. i miss trng. haha. kinda weird to like train for 2 weeks den break for exams? oh well. haha. okayyy. i realli dunno wad else to blog abt. cellie has a boring life. Oh wait. my life huh. maybe not THAT boring. heh.